Hi folks… I apologize to everyone who’ve been active at my blogs but were disappointed of the fact that the blogger himself was inactive… I could explain things further, but suffice it to say, life happens and keeps yourself busy with stuffs which you might not even like but have to stick to them.

It is 2:15 am and i am up all of sudden, i have no freaking idea why this happened, though i have a small lil job where i need to reach at the wee hours. Actually not wee hours but com’on reporting at 8 am that too in chilly winters.. it is the weest hour for a lazy chap like me

I have something strange going on inside myself…. i have no clue what’s it.. cant explain what’s happening or what’s going on… it is good or bad no idea again.. a good omen may be.. may be not, but all i know is that this is keeping my mind bit unstable. You think i am getting insane… i can assure you i can’t get more insane.. trust me i am insane but you haven’t seen the insanest part of me yet. Goosh this sounds bit sarcastic.

I am not getting what going inside me, there is a mixed feeling of insecurity and fear which certainly is not good at all. It’s a weird feeling.. there r lots of reasons why i must be feeling like this… I have a big decision coming very soon… may be tomorrow.. Final grades for this semester .. now thats scary isn’t it. Other thing would be m going back home so is it a mixed excitement with the exam decisions. Might be but still not the ultimate satisfying answer to confusing feeling. Other thing can be that i’ve been missing my dad alot lately. I have been thinking about him alot during these day and there are some speculations which make me do that i have alot of weird stuff which i have to figure out when i reach back home and find out what’s it all about but certainly thinking about them & thinking about them makes me fall deep inside my thoughts.

The certainty of death i sa fascinating subject i must say, if you start to think about this then you can spend all your life figuring out what is the truth behind it & how the cycle of life actually works. What happens when you die & what happens before you’r actually born. As someone said, i dunno who said it btu i m not making this shit up… “Life is just a terminal point to a Long Journey” may be i made it up in my own words hehe .

Anyways its been a while that i have been thinking about it i have some very good observations from myself which i would like to share with you next time. It time for me to come back to life and think about the tomorrow.

I promise to post very soon again rather on regular basis with new updates as well as my observations and i apologize to everyone who’e been waiting for some stuff on 2012 or Nostradamus. I have some of my observations and some good research done on this subject which i will post very soon. You can trust me on this.

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